About
About this site
This site is a slowly-unfolding personal evolution, subject to change at the whimsy of its own becoming, as all things are.
About the author
I used to treat the opportunity to describe myself as a kind of beacon. A way to signal across the vast social landscape in the hope that someone else might hear the echo. I believed that if I found the right words and images, I could send out a flare in the dark that could reach a likeminded soul, a potential Friend.
If I had to choose a word to describe myself, it would be lonely: cosmically lonely. I exist out of sync with the world around me. When I'm in a group, I often find that how I experience a shared moment differs sharply from how others seem to experience it. I carry a fundamental feeling of incompatibility with the society I was born into, its institutions, and the paths that others seem to find comforting or desirable.
I ache to feel human, connected, real. I'm navigating the same strange, scalding waters of humanity as everyone else, doggy-paddling to barely stay afloat.
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The last two versions of this website have been archived and are available to view on Github.